I like to think I have a pretty wide range when it comes to things that turn me on. Actually, its easier to say the things I know that turn me off then list my interests. I also can't say that I have a fetish since I don't need any one thing to get off in the night.

After so many years, I think my broad range of sexual interests actually comes from one of my worst flaws: I can't get off on any one idea more than a few times. Sometimes its four, sometimes it's only one, but pretty much it is three.

Any one fantasy, say being a submissive cat girl teaching classes in a sci-fi station, will get me one really strong orgasm and then a couple nice ones and then… it's dead. No matter how hard I try, the ideas just don't turn me off. It's like a limp rag that will never hold water again.

And this limitation doesn't just last a week or a month, but years. The number of times I've repeated a fantasy in the last thirty years could probably be counted with two dripping hands. Which wouldn't be so bad, but I masturbated a lot from about twelve years old to about… thirty-six. And every three times, I pretty much had to come up with a new story.

Now, if I wrote about some fantasy, it was dead to me. It didn't matter if it was the first or the third, I threw so much into my writing that the fantasy would never work for me again. I'd be so turned on writing about it, but when I finished it… dead. It makes it very difficult to write because I can't remember the passion of the story anymore and I have to struggle to get through the mere words on a page. If I want another literary orgasm, I have to write an entirely different story.

I'm a very creative individual, but I'm also saddled with a nasty little curse. But, that curse is one reason I have such a broad range of interests and why I'm so curious about sex. Because sooner than later, I had to come up with something new to get me off.